TSUNAMI MIND
She envied the ocean. At least its thoughts had edges.
The line between what was and wasn’t was never easy to see. Harder still was knowing which moment belonged to which life.
She drifted in a tsunami of thought, envying the waves for their beginnings and ends. Her mind had neither - only motion, circling back, folding in.
Time bent easily for her. Reality, too. She could rearrange it all to suit her needs, a quiet sleight of hand she mistook for control.
But seeing everything, the possibilities, the consequences, left her hollow.
Knowledge became its own kind of solitude.
She wished she were a bird of prey, diving from the clean edge of sky toward something she couldn’t name.
At least then there’d be a view, perhaps mistaken for clarity, or a path.
Her thoughts raced through every version of the day, every choice already made, until the inevitable happened.
The alarm sounded.
Morning again.
Another wave.